2009,A good start ?????

           Has the current year had a good start. Certainly not... Here we are in recession all the shadows on our jobs, not much business for the organization I work for and all turmoil of the stock markets all over the world and many more....
           Amidst I have my own problems... Start of 2009 gave me a shocker when I realized that I have not got positive results and will not be able to fulfill my dream (...) this year. Sorry mate, better luck next time. I am still hopeful, and I will be even if I have to hope against the hope, because there is always a next time. But life, does it have a next time??? I don't know. I don't think so.
           He was my brother, although cousin in relation but extremely close to me. My family has always been very closely bonded and so were we. I loved him a lot. Bhaiya was elder to me, 16 years. On this very day a week ago he left all of us and went to heaven. Now we have only his memories. But I still cannot imagine that a fatherly figure if no more. Woh jinhone mujhe mere bachpan se khub pyar kiya, loved me a lot. I don’t even have words to describe how dearly I would miss him...I am writing about it just to give a TRIBUTE to him and pray wherever he is in heaven, he is fine and happy. I remember that he would share all his good time with all of us and would take the bad times by himself. He would teach us to respect elders and never disobey them. I would really miss you Bhaiya and would try to the best of my ability to fulfill all your dreams.

           Doston "Yeh zindagi pyar karne ke liye bahut choti hai"